Reply To: Cades Journal

  • cade

    Organizer
    June 24, 2024 at 12:55 am
    67 Pups

    Infection. Appears to be drying. Ulcers under skin in wrists, kneck better. I must get out of this room. Maybe Il try running in the am. Sleep has fought me tonight. Found a bag of chicken thighs. Thirty minutes re living time with my littles, tears and smiles in a catatonic dream. I miss my Dad. Still hard to believe people have watched this alienation, and said nothing. They still watch, justifying it as I would most likely. Can’t blame, they don’t understand. The world seems to have grown blinder, darker in my lifetime. I hate my children fatherless. My mom is now dying, her face has thinned, translucent. I saw it in my dads eyes. She is tired, alone and overwhelmed with the help needed here. I am frusterated. My daughters wont like this memory later. I am at peace not being at peace. Sleep

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