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My medical history & daily updates. Looking for a doctor who may help diagnois
My medical history & daily updates. Looking for a doctor who may help diagnois
This will include pictures, doctor reports, cultures with MRSA results. History and video updates over three years. Current diet, stress levels Vs. environment. Homeopathic treatments and supplements I am taking. That’s sad, three years. Yes it has almost gone away completely on and off after the 12 to 16 antibiotic treatments so far. This will require Lone Wolf membership for a lil more privacy. I think. Lets see. If you are struggling with a healthy issue, hell it may be a big reason you were discarded and smeared. Post your condition, lets see if we can’t all figure out and commit to a healing protocol together, three years of this. I remember hearing this in front of my kids. “No, Cade! I have talked to other wives with husbands who are sick. They act nothing like you.” This is a funny memory now. I wish my kids did not hear so many things from both our mouths. It is a good lesson moving forward. Let me know what you think or if you have suggestions. No Spell Check Used. Just typing as fast as my mind is thinking sentences. Ill fix later.
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Pups Diet. Nothing yet. 2 coffees, 32oz water. Last night, 3 pieces of chicken, scoop of peanut butter, handful of raisins, 1 kiwi. Diet & caffeine free coke x2. Bad.
Mental/Emotion State. Good, hard as always when eye first open.
Protocols and Supplements. Iodine, k2, magnesium. 1 silver nebulizer treatment
Big 6 completed
Exercise, Hard sprint in backyard. Shirt off full hard 5 minutes. Hurting. Equal Librium shit, tripped twice. No biggie. Taking a break. Weights next & chlorine soak. 10 PPM only. Too much over the last two weeks. Feeling better now-
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Chicken leg. another nebulizer treatment. Abscesses drying up. No sugar today. Zero. Showered once. Applied medicine. Coated again within 3 hours. Skin still tears easy.
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Progress appears to have plateaued. Seems like the blisters under my skin are drying out. Day 4 Amoxicillin. 1 pill. 3 times a day. I have started to notice how bad my face, neck wrists ankles and upper back hurt. walnut sized blisters under the skin . Dense and pop if I bump them hard. All under the epidermis. Lots of water, no sugar at all. 1 piece of bread yesterday. I am afraid to eat any sweets. Emotional level, holding. Still feel like an elephants is on my chest all the time. It is the ‘unknowing’ about my daughters well being. Where they live, who they live with. School, health. Radio silence. This takes learned skill to carry this and be at peace with that feeling of constant danger. Its is not good. I believe the unnatural act of discarding causes this mental swirl of pure hell. There is no answers, all assumptions are poison for you must live each assumption out in your mind to rule each out. I choose to trust God. He knows my children. Recorded the 5 Rules with Ace last night. Realized I had put some tongue and cheek shirts and mugs in the store to get a reaction from my son. Fixing that and adding audio to each blog. I turned the Parent to child message board into Lone Wolf and above only. Testing whether it is better to let a son or daughter log in to see any messages to possibly them. I am not sure, I sort of want other people to post links and share messages. We will see. I will let the men here decide. Now I work again.
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Skin breaking around my wrists. The little bones in the wrist is full of blisters. Still mixing silver and amoxicillian. No food today. Fasting, 5 quarts of water. I miss my dad.
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Breaking fast. Three hardboiled eggs. Two batman glasses of water so far. Finger tips, a few like grapes. Pain in muscles diffrent. Scary, feels like bone pain in three joints. Have noticed my hands get stuck closed. Fingers not releasing when my brain says too. Found a few mor days of antibiotics. 3 days of Cipro. Doctors hesitant to perscribe pill form antibiotics. Last time, 7 bottles of Clyndamicin. Screw the spelling. Headaches and jaw aches. First time I am thinking I may be ate up inside. Bacteria is literally like a root growing across my body, wraping limbs and joint. It moves and feels like several spots are dead.. Skin is very hard around joints and the blisters pop deep inside. After this antibiotic treatment. Ceader hostpital in LA. I miss my lil girls. I want them to see me stong again. Make it so. Struggle Cade,. rip and tear. Daily physical VR streams will absolutley help me and other immobile men. Almost have the Divorce Sale page done. Lots of art work, antiques. Waiting on my sons go ahead. I will focus my mind here. Must leave the children out of my mind. Stress and anxiety, gotta keep it low right now. I am here girls. I have not left anywhere, just stuck in a room and subject to your moms decisions. She has decided you are better off without a dad. I disagree, I understand her though. She is doing the best she can with what she was given. I wish her peace, I do want her to find as much of herself as she can. She had to hide herself as a child. You forgive her, see past hurts. God knows what he is doing. Shoot. Medical journal tuned into something else, I will end it here for now.
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last two days. Thwo chicken breasts and lots of water. Antibiotics are not working., I am not getting the protein I need. No stamps. ebay listing almost up. Wrists, ankles, very sore to move. Still making 25 and 25 twice a day. 45lb curls, squats and pushups. Skin is tearing. Not good. Urgent care after insurance paperwork.
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